...you become less of a person than i thought you'd be. today i saw your failure. the one i knew would happen all along. today your reality came to mine and i know that phased you in some way. today you let me down...you let you down...you let him down. today you became nothing more than you ever could be. the entrapment that you allow yourself to fall into; nay chose to divulge in, will overcome you and consume you in the end. today you killed yourself..you let yourself die. not searching for light, not searching for freedom, but hoping for death and advancing it's icy claws as you take one last breath. today you saw the end, the easy way out, and you chose it. tomorrow...tomorrow no longer exists for you. you became all you ever allowed yourself to be....no longer looking beyond your shortcomings and persevering, but ending it all with one last breath. one last choice to die and forget advancing. no longer living beyond your selfishness, but living for that moment of relief from responsibility and reality. today you let me down, but more importantly, today you gave him up...gave yourself up, and forfeited the challenge.
today....today you died to me.... because so long ago, you died to you.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
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