too many times i come back to you; like it was the first day i said goodbye. in my loneliness and confusion, you are there..haunting me. for some reason i can't let you go. it was an emotion i had never felt before; it was a feeling i have never felt since. and yet, you stand at a distance trying to tell me you never gave up your love; and i can only push you away for fear of your lies. how many times have you done this before? how many times have you said those same words? how many more times will you let yourself fall prey?
i can no longer keep you away. i tried for so long. you come back only to destroy me and i hate you for that. sometimes...sometimes, you just need to go away and let me live...

...but i know you won't. and i know i won't let you.