2-19-2010

finally, the pain has stopped...but you just keep re-creating your own. even listening to your words now....when will you stop? when will you stop hurting yourself and walking down the same road. now it's you who have been hurt, not me. now someone else has hurt you like you once destroyed me. and you've regressed. you're sound, your words...they mimic the last four plus years of your life. when will you break through and find yourself? not in others, not in heartache, not in experiences....but just in you? you once had potential. you're a stranger to me now. i no longer know if that exists or if you've killed it. yet, i still have hope for you...but will always remain a million miles away.