Oct 6, 2008

thoughts....

so many, many thoughts. constantly filling my mind. constantly changing my mood. constantly bringing me back to that place. bringing me back that place where i no longer want to be. back to where you can hurt me all over again. back to where those emotions fall, shattered without hope.
but today, today i pushed you away. today i forgot about you. today, i let you go.
tomorrow will be a new start. a start to live again. a start that will be void of you. a day i must remain thankful for. not because i have to, but because i can finally see the light penetrating through the many dark hours of regret and defeat.
tomorrow i can take a breath and see joy. tonight, i can be done with you.